january

farewell to january, the first month of the year.

nothing much... reading mafia games online. actually just one game. cause it's so long. i'm on page 10 and it's still the first day. it's a kingmaker game you see.... really interesting.

and yay it's friday tomorrow. thursdays are so horrible... double english break double chem break double chinese then maths then double physics. it's ouch on the brain, five periods straight. and near the end of the week too.

at least we have fridays.

do i talk too much? sometimes i think i do. especially with people i know. like i just ramble on and even though they don't say so i can kinda tell they get bored sometimes. and i try to stop. but mm.

i'm bored.

and tired.

whee...

And, if you can say
(without too much hesitation)
that you are truly wholly forevermore
mine,
then perhaps
(I should think, yes)
you would be lying.

And, if you can say
(with great elation)
that, oh, how wonderful it would be
when we are together - finally,
then maybe
(I would think, yes)
you would be lying.

And, if you can say
(just once, need us repetition?)
that you love me
that, yes, you love me
and possibly you do love me
(I love you)
you would then lie -

And say, for you would say,
that you were lying.

~~

i'm not sure what that's about either.