words words words words cymbals

it's not the words
it's the feeling

get inside my head

and the thoughts
that come to make them

explosions of understanding

walk with me

- today at around 4.30 pm

mmm yay
actually a poem a day isn't a hard thing to do at all
haha.

mmm...
though i'm not saying it's good poetry
yeah

"you have to write a lot of rubbish to get to the good stuff"

hopefully i can get some good stuff once in a while.

well.... not much worth blogging about
i find i don't really focus on events a lot
like what happens in school and all
i sort of
just focus on the thoughts that result from it
so it's all obscured in the end
and you're not sure if i was paying attention in the first place

wheeee

haha
but once in a while yeah i like to talk about events
just that lately it's all a daze

getting more comfortable talking to more people. used to just talk to my best friends, and at most other good friends. now i'm ok with talking to strangers. quite. haha.
like i'm even ok with talking to guys now... lets see. err before i used to talk to like 90% girl and 10% guy. now, due to various reasons, it's more of 50% girl and 50% guy. haha. mmm..... like when you're living at the hostel it's a hard thing not to do, especially since your best friend there is a guy himself XD

mmm.... yay.

haha i like those black magic games and lateral thinking games and the games where if you don't get it you have no idea what's going on. like this.

ok. how many mad men jumped over the wall?
two
you got it? how many mad men jumped over the wall?
three
whee. how many mad men jumped over the wall?
one.
try again. how many mad men jumped over the wall?
three
now if you still don't get it it's ok cause it took me a while too. how many mad men jumped over the wall?
a lot. seventeen to be exact.

haha. then there's the full string, half string, no string one. and around the world in eighty days. and the picnic one. and the open-close-open-close-open-close one. haha....
mm i've found that i'm not bad at guessing this kind of stuff =)

wheee. what else?

lalalallala....

mmhmm. yay all tests over. now all i have to worry about is whether i've drawn my earlobe in proportion XD
yay art is FUN. we're doing charcoal. completely cool. the first lesson we just got to go wild with is, and now we're doing self-portraits. i'm rather bad at controling the charcoal, cause i always here and there get weird thick or too thin lines, that were completely unexpected. mm....

yay

secrets?

i don't know.