rain

it has happened
the rain has stopped
and
no idon'tthinkso...

yes there are things
that we all keep inside
deep inside
perhaps horrors of the past
or memories that keep us alive

and i just wish he was ok
walking away
not hearing
i knew there was something inside

do you have any idea

shivering
biting his hand
was i the only one who saw
no
the bitterness can never be fully known

and the eyes
all of a sudden
glazed over and filled
with
perhaps
fear
or was it dread

no
i would never know
but i can't help
wishing he was ok
wishing he didn't have to keep it all inside of him

a scream suppressed and unheard

i'm sorry
i shall cry for you
tears like rain
- written today after an incident i will perhaps remember forever
null set (it's thursday)