things about me

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now, don't name the person:

1. I love you.
2. Thank you. For everything.
3. You are incredibly, incredibly strong, as a person, emotionally, mentally. And I really admire you for that. And many other things. Really. You are worth so much more than you realise.
4. It's strange that sometimes I resent you so much for it, but I know I'm in no place to judge. So I shall let it be. And no matter what, you shall remain my friend, always.
5. Don't worry, things will be ok. Don't ever let that smile come off your face, except during those times when it's only right to cry, to feel sad. Never never give up.
6. I wish there were some way I could help you, to lift your burden with you. And no matter what I'll be there for you, just to talk to, or whatever. I promise. And please don't think that way. Please.
7. You have this way of making people feel so comfortable with themselves. I thank you for that, and for being such a wonderful friend. Yep.
8. You're such a crazy crazy person, but so fun to be with. Thank you, for all those laughs. Yeah.
9. If the time ever comes... just say so. And I remember, yeah...
10. Maybe.

NINE things about yourself:

1. I'm... obsessed with the rain.
2. And notebooks.
3. I like blue - like sky blue but a little lighter. And white, silver, grey, black - monochromes yeah. hmm...
4. I associate things with colours.
5. I am more comfortable speaking Cantonese than Mandarin despite learning it (formally) for so much longer.
6. I have never had a flying dream. Which I find odd.
7. I wish I could fly, at times.
8. I am horribly sentimental.
9. There's a very very nice song playing on my playlist now.

EIGHT ways to win my heart:
(hurm...)

1. Talk to me, be my friend.
2. Make me laugh.
3. Be interested in the stuff I do, interest me in the stuff you do.
4. Write me something. Like a letter.
5. Sing songs, with me. Or for me.
6. You know what? I honestly have no idea.
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SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

1. I wonder what I'm here for.
2. Again?
3. Wow.
4. Whee...
5. Hmm...
6. I'm tired.
7. I miss -insert various names here-

SIX things you wish you never did:

1. Quit gym.
2. Stopped learning guitar all those years ago.
3. Gotten my current haircut (I just got it today. eww.)
4. Stayed up so late all those nights just slacking.
5. Lost contact with various friends.
6. Not talked to certain people until recently.

FIVE turn offs:

1. Annoying. Like. Err. This. ?. (unless it's in a good natured way)
2. Arrogance.
3. Lack of compassion.
4. Being unreasonable.
5. Lack of appreciation for others.

FOUR turn ons:

1. Caring (Kindness).
2. Humour.
3. Littish/Artish/Musicish if you get what i mean.
4. Confidence.

THREE words that describe your life:

1. Strange.
2. Good.
3. Unfinished.

TWO things you want to do before you die:

1. Tell people I love that I love them.
2. Go overseas (Europe?) with my friends.

ONE confession:

1. I am afraid of rejection.

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001. What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?

I can't remember who it was but I think it was my Dad, calling the night before I got on the plane to come here.

002. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

Yes, quite a lot. When I sleep, and during the day when I'm in school, usually.

003. What happened at 10.00am today?

I think I was reading. Night Watch, by Sergei Lukyanenko.

004. When did you last cry?

25th May - Sunday during church. I watched a video about this guy called Nick Vujicic.

005. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?

I'm allergic to peanut butter.

006. What do you want in your life right now?

Mm... rest.

007. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?

I just... walk.

008. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?

A blanket. Yeah XD. They're nice to hug. And they're warm.

009. What bottom are you wearing now?

Shorts. Blue. Borrowed from my sister. That used to be mine.

010. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?

"Well unknotting me and it seems to spell "missing you" on a blank canvas..."
from Ms Tan. Love.

011. Do you tend to make a relationships complicated?

Mm... not really.

012. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?

Yeah. Everything XDD I'm at home, and I didn't pack any clothes.

013. What was the last movie you caught?

Indiana Jones XD

014. What are you proud of?

Being able to be myself.

015. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?

"Thank you for completing your handwriting analysis. To access your analysis please go to http://www.handwritingwizard.com/login.phtml and sign into the site using the following information:"
etc. I don't use it anymore. I don't know why it's still there.

016. What was the last song you sang out loud?

Iris by Goo Goo Dolls.

017. Do you have any nicknames? What are they?

Can-can (pronounced with a distinctly Cantonese intonation. It doesn't sound right any other way). Cancy-wency (I can't remember who came up with this. I find it mildly annoying. Just a little). Err.... there's one person who calls me muffin.

-everything after this was completed the next morning, cause I had to go out halfway.-

018. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?

"Haha. Where are you now?" or something like that (I can't check cause it's out of battery). From Dom.

019. What time did you go to bed last night?

Around 12.

020. Are you currently happy?

Yeah I suppose XD Very slacky.

021. Who gives you best advice?

If you mean a person then I suppose my parents. If not then I'd have to say the Bible.

022. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

No.

023. Who did you talk on the phone with last night?

No one.

024. Is anything bugging you right now?

Mm... the heat. And my haircut. Eww.

025. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?

Reading the Drama camp outline and realising that Darryl and Dom are in charge of the morning exercises.

026. Do you wear toe socks?

No.

027. Who was the last person you missed a call from?

Can't remember. Might have been Dad.

028. Have you ever had your heart broken?

Mm... not in that sense.

029. What annoys you most in a person?

Being unreasonable.

030. Do you have a crush on anyone?

I think so.

031. Have you ever done cocaine?

No.

032. What is the colour of your room?

I don't really have a room. Never have. But the hostel one is white.

033. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?

No.

034. Do you believed in the saying "talk in cheap"?

No idea what that means.

035. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?

Me?

036. Who was the last person to hug you?

Mum.

037. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?

As in did anyone see the kiss? (cause it's kinda hard to not see a person... unless they're in hiding) I can't remember. Really.

038. Do you have a life?

Yeah.

039. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?

No.

040. What is the reason behind your profile song?

I'm not sure what a profile song is, but I assume it's like a song that you put under favourites in your profile. If I had put one it would be A Message by Coldplay because... I like it. Yeah. XD

041. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?

I can't remember. I had a dream and it involved people I know and they might have been from school. But yeah. Too fuzzy.

042. Last time you smiled?

When I was talking to my mum.

043. Have you changed this year?

Yes.

044. What are you listening to right now?

The TV. Because I like background noise when the house is empty. But last night (when I started this quiz) I was listening to Sigur Ros.

045. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?

No. I'm alone.

046. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?

Open, unless I want to try and see if I can walk with my eyes closed and still find my way, which I do once in a while, and I usually don't bang into things.

047. Is there a quote you live by?

Mm... not really.

048. Do you want someone you can't have?

I'm not sure.

049. Have you ever played an instrument?

I play(ed) a bit of piano. Picking up guitar now. Recorder? XDD

050. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?

Getting a haircut at a hair dresser. For the third time in my life. (My previous two tries should have reminded me to never do so again)

051. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?

Reading.

052. Are you happy with your love life right now?

I don't exactly have one.

053. What song describes your love life?

Hurm.... I can think of songs that describe certain parts of my life, but not all of it. Can't think of any.

054. Does the person know that you like him/her?

I don't think so.

055. Who always makes you laugh?

Abi. Dom. A lot of people, really. I laugh easily.

056. Do you speak any other language other than English?

Mandarin, Cantonese but it's a dialect, a tiny bit of French. A few phrases from various other languages.

057. Are you blond?

No.

058. What your middle name?

King-Cyn. Do not forget the hyphen.

059. What are you doing tomorrow?

Dunno yet. Going out with mum.

060. What do you think you are like?

Mm... silly. Very much so.

061. Who will you choose to die with?

I hope no one has to (like be obliged to) die with me. I don't know yet.

062.Where have you been today?

Home.

063. What game do you play often?

Mafia mafia mafia XD Minesweeper.

064. Who are you missing right now?

Friends in sg.

065. If you've to choose between friends & love, who will you choose?

I don't know. And well technically I love my friends. I think I'll choose love?

066. What are you doing right now?

This? And watching TV, sorta. Yeah.

067. Which primary school are you from?

South Coogee Public School, Changkat Primary School, St. Margaret's Primary School.

068. Name 3 colours that you like.

Blue. Grey. White.

069. What emotion do you like to show?

Joy.

070. What is life to you?

A journey.

071. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?

Ponder it and try to fix it, tell friends and maybe complain a bit. yeah.

072. Who did you last chat with in msn today?

Well I talked to them but they didn't reply. Ms Bong.

073. Who do you admire the most?

Mm... I admire various people, none in particular.

074. Which month are you born in?

May.

075. How are you feeling right now?

A little bored, and a little hungry.

076. What is the time now?

11.38am

077. Where are you now?

Home. In front of the com, which is also a TV, which I've put my laptop in front of.

078. What colour did you use to dye hair?

I didn't dye my hair.

079. Why are you doing this test?

For fun.

080. What do you do when you're moody?

Mope around, look for stuff to watch or read, go walking or running, start some monotonous activity that becomes strangely therapeutic.

081. At which age you wish to get married?

Twenty something?

082. Who is more important to you? A lover or friends?

I don't know, cause I've never had a lover... I don't know yet.

083. Do you think you have enough confidence?

Just enough. Barely.

084. Who is the person you trust the most?

I trust... a lot of people. Yeah. My friends, family. Mm... can't decide who I trust the most.

086. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?

That I could fly XD

087. What is your goal for this year?

I can't remember, I wrote it down somewhere. I think I just want to enjoy life and keep learning and stuff. Cause I realise a lot of stuff is changing for me and yeah I like it.

088. Do you believe in eternal love?

Yes.

089. What feeling do you love most?

The feeling of being loved. The feeling of loving someone? Not love itself cause it's not exactly an emotion... but yeah. A warm, comfortable, safe feeling.

090. Do you really think its Global Warming now?

Yeah.

091. What feeling do you hate the most?

I can't decide between humiliation and anger. Like crazy crazy anger.

092. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

Yes, definitely.

093. Do you believe in God?

Yes.

094. Who cares for you the most?

Mm... I know my parents care for me, but it's hard to feel it cause I'm away from them all the time... I think I can't decide.

095. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

Friendships. Love.

096. What'll you bring when you fight?

Err... no idea. A physical fight? Some kind of stick. Wacking people is... useful XD. A verbal fight? What can you bring to a verbal fight. I dunno. This question is strange.

097. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?

Still not having spread the good news to anyone. Really. It hurts to think about it.

098. What would you feel when everyone no longer cares for you?

Pained. Lost. Worthless. mmm...

099. What if your stead two-timed you?

I would be very angry, and then I would think, and see what he thinks, and then act.

100. Love with a guarantee of heartbreak , or never to be loved at all ?

Love. I think it's better to be loved at all than not.

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