tis the twenty-ninth!

mm... an extra day given to us. i think we should treasure this extra day.

we should treasure every day XD

still, its funky to have a day that you only get once every four years or so.

mm and i am so thankful for this day.

yep...

i am so thankful for the past few days. its hard to explain why. there are a few incidents but i don't want to mention them here. i am thankful for God answering prayers, i am thankful for friends, i am thankful for time. time to think and time to choose... time for a hundred indecisions, visions and revisions...

XD

sitting there and staring at a person for an hour, taking down every single detail of what they're doing. i do that too much as a writer. we had to do it for drama and i ended up pondering the meaning of life and society in the middle of it.... which was... whee XD

mm

The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock
is a very very good poem.
which is something i've been wanting to post for quite a while XD

and i'm so glad for so many things. i feel really blessed. yet i'm so tired, and i'm so worried about quite a few people. but i am fine mostly. i'm alive. i have people i love. i am loved. i get to do things that i love. yeah. i'm so blessed. i'm so tired. i'm glad of the tiredness somewhat cause i know it helps me, but yeah, i'm tired. but i am glad. very much so.

mm

yeah

i'm all a mess these days. memory failing me and feelings going all weird. but i know i have people who care for me. and yeah... it's good

life's good.

i had my french test! i think i got a few questions wrong but ah well. i'm sorta living my dream. i've been wanting to learn french since P6 XD. and yeah, i'm glad to find that my passion for learning hasn't gone away. one thing i really enjoy is learning. and learning a new language is one of the few things that an interest for will never wear off of. strangely structured sentence. whee XDD

mm.

handwriting analysis is another of those old interests once again reawakening.

this is an interesting year.

i shall be happy and stuff XD sigh...

music is good

thanks Lord