that

times i think i'm really mad > times when i feel like i like chem

and i the feeling is weird.

so here i am doing my homework. pretty normal. chinese bao zhang bao dao and chem assignment. does chinese first. gets stuck. does chem. finishes it cept for the first question. feels like it was actually an interesting bit of work and understandable and pretty ok to do. reflects on feeling. realises what happened. feels weird.

and um

i had a dream i was writing a poem. i finished it, realised i was dreaming, then the dream stopped. when i woke up i couldn't remember the poem anymore. and i am sad. because it was a good one.

and i'm playing mafia online over msn. lags a bit though. but whee...

my posts are becoming more and more random.

i'm going lan-ing tomorrow. for the first time. and i don't really even know what it means. but i think i'm going to have a lot of fun. and lose. yeah XD

TF2!!

anyway. erm. bye.

ahhhhhh i'm so bored/weird/annoying/confused/blur/stubborn/insensitive/oversensitive/gah