announcement

hey i just discovered something. my blog is linked by the WIB blog, and i'm afraid someone will find it. and read the posts that they aren't suposed to read. so i have 2 choices: first, i can delete this blog and start another one that everyone can read. second, i can delete the posts containing secrets, and continue as it is. the first choice is probably more practical, as i will be needing a place where i can blog about my days in hong kong and keep in touch with phi and other people. but i will be keeping a copy of these posts, for the sake of memories. so don't be alarmed if you can't find this one day.
please tag about this. need input.
have experienced very interesting days lately. not sure i can do them justice in my writing, so i won't try. just keep them in my memories for now.
packing a lot. stuff disapearing from their usual places. piano taken apart. beds taken apart. cupboards stacked in the living room. boxes taped up. empty rooms. disorganisation yet organisation. where's my this? where's my that? i don't know.
thinking
waiting
realising

a poem:

And now I can feel the day coming
the day of farewells and goodbyes
inside I seem to lie to myself
and tell myself not to cry

The day that seemed so far off before
is now no longer so
it seems the day came too quickly
the day I have to go

And as I think about the past
the memories flood back
a shower of emotions
the future seems so black

A little smile, a little while
the day we all first met
treasuring moments so carefully
trying not to be upset

And now I try to end this poem
but find I cannot do so
perhaps this poem is meant to go on
even after i have to go

what to do what to say what to think what to pray
i do not know

yeah. that's all.
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