numbers

-ONE-
i have, in my boredom, come up with a logo for a certain forum for a certain game, because of my boredom on a certain day last year where i took pictures of all the keys on my keyboard and saved them. they have now come to be of use, as i expected they would, because of my boredom.

-TWO-
the most brilliant moments in life come up all over the place completely unexpected. the mafia game on friday was the one of the best i've ever played in. yay to gan and adhit for mafia/lovers, movin as cop, sam as cupid, leroy for being fellow townie, abi for modding, LC for making coke be the currency for voting, box for doctor (who unfortunately died), damien as other mafia (who got lynched) and... i hope i haven't missed anyone out. it was a very very fun game. when movin claimed cop gan counterclaimed and because we knew he and adhit were lovers (yes i know it sounds strange it's a role in mafia get over it XDD) and they had claimed innocent, i thought i should be the only townie due to certain calculations but leroy said he was townie too and hence we found that gan and adhit had roles of some sort and then there was the big argument between the two "parties", cause in the end either gan and adhit were mafia or movin and i were (cause various people didn't believe various things said) and it was all quite interesting and then LC got the last vote and hahaha lynched me and then the mafia won! and the whole thing lasted like 2 entire hours and it was very well played on the mafia's part and wow i just wish i could have recorded it somehow and whee hahaha....

-THREE-
colours are fascinating. i associate a lot of things with colours and it's completely natural and stuff - like how "four" is redish orange and chinese as a subject is green (even though it should be red...) and the name "john" is blue. and it's interesting explaining all of this and it's like wow i wonder how it works and why it works and why and how and wheee... and for people who don't see thing-colours it's just different like how some people are perfect pitch and the rest of us are like err it's... higher/lower/the same while they're going on about how each note just sounds different and apparently C is boring and C sharp just turns it completely into something else and oo i suppose it's like that, with some of us just instinctively feeling something when we hear/see things and yeah it's cool. and i wonder how it works.

-FOUR-
i think i'm in a hyper mood. none of this post makes sense. and four is definetely redish orange.

-FIVE-
five is red. fiery red.

-SIX-
i can't believe how fast time has gone by. it's already may... it's my last month of being 15. and i still don't feel 15 and can hardly imagine being 16 and 16 sounds so old though somehow i think 16 seems like such a nice age to be at and wow... time just goes by so fast. just realised today how we've only known ms bong for 4 months but it feels as if we've known her for much longer and we're so familiar with her now. and wow this sem is almost ending and that's half of year four gone and that's only two and a half more years til we're leaving this school and wow i don't know what'll happen after that. and somehow it all seems to go by so quickly except for the moments you have with friends - they seem to last much longer cause you're feeling really good with them and feeling really glad for the someonetotalktoandunderstand and stuff i dunno. and this year so far has been really interesting.. and mm....

-SEVEN-
maybe i should go back to bio now. i don't want to.

-EIGHT-
i wonder. when does a friend-who-is-a-guy become a boyfriend. is the difference in how you love him- as a friend or as more than that. and what if you can't tell how you love him? and what if, all you know is that you love him a lot. mm. i dunno.

-NINE-
i want to, at some point in my life:
go to Europe - anywhere, for hopefully a few days, with friends or with family and just... wow
plant a tree
write a book - for too long have i been dwelling on this

-TEN-
i want to, in the near future:
go to kylie's house with various people and just talk and watch movies XD
slack in that music room with divya, dom, movin, janelle, adhit and whoever else
sleep
run at night on a certain path listening to a certain song
write more for the cafe
watch heima
pick up some guitar
play more chess
give someone a hug

-ELEVEN-
I just lost the game.

-TWELVE-
midnight strikes and it's time to go. i'm listening to coldplay, just so you know. and the new song is just so...

(if you love me, why don't you let me know)