time

i'm like so jealous. you ppl get to go to the arts fest and rehearse for SHE'S DEAD! arghhh

missin drama a lot yeah.

mmmmmm

i wish i were back
and just when i think i'm resigned to stay here
i get a chance
to come back
but i need all the guts i have and all the support and help i can get to get me back
it feels like a great task
a new adventure
a journey
yet to some it's so easy
i suppose it's just how i see it

i
think i can do it
i've had enough practice
at adjusting, adapting
my whole life
sort of sad
but
then

well
yeah i think

i wish i could talk to you guys
to sort out my head
and my heart

and it seems like
i can
if i just make the choice

hoping
dreaming
wishing
waiting
but
for what?

silence