grey

blah quick post cause i still haven't gotten the time to finish off the two other longer posts which i have saved as drafts..
mmmmmm
just to tell you ppl that i'm daying someone here. ask carmen if she hasn't told you.
haha
and suddenly got this strange liking for grey
grey, silver, whatever, it's nice
and black as well
but mostly grey

mm....

i shall make the font grey just for fun!
heehee

many events i wish i had to the time to type out
many things i wish i had the time to tell you guys
many thoughts many echos many songs many beats
of the rhythm of life.

insert something from notebook here

sometimes i picture myself
on a long train
moving forward
the train of life
the people on the train
you know them
some of them
they don't really talk
all you hear is the dull roaring of the train
you look around the train
people faces
from your life
all sitting there, arranged

is life arranged?

but then, you move to another carriage
another part of your world
and you find that
you can control something
choice
to be somewhere

so?

it ends here. cause i ran out of space on my page haha. and i don't know how to end it lol

something else from my notebook

at the last moment, i looked up, daring, to maybe make contact, maybe see something. our eyes met.
suddenly it was like i had been pushed off a cliff, above a vast ocean, and i was flying, falling, whooshing forward at a tremendous speed. and all the water seemed to deepen, and all the world seemed to bend, and i felt like i could almost fall, but not quite, into those deep pools beyond those eyes.
a moment of sudden realisation. we looked away. perhaps we were afraid that we'd fall too deep, or that we'd really see something, and wouldn't know what to do about it. i turned sideways. it was time to go. yes, it was time to go. time to stop dreaming.

it's a very confused piece yeah? cause i was confused as well haha.

mm end here. i wish i was back. arts fest comin up. read the script for the play for drama. it's hilarious. mmm.....

yeah